It's been so long since I last blogged that the whole ruddy blog site has changed!
My new job is well underway. I'm still criminally undertrained- literally lol. Badum tush. There is much yet to learn, and I'm still overwhelmed by vast portions of the job. However, I'm getting good feedback from my bosses so I mustn't be doing too badly. I miss the banter within that family unit that I had with my old job. I know this takes time to build, but I realise just how much that work family unit had been my distraction from all the other crappy stuff going on. Now I don't have it, it highlights how lonely I feel. Even when I'm surrounded by people.
My sleep is disrupted lately. I know why. Lack of direction mainly.
I need to find a more permanent place to live. I need to start listening to my head not my heart.
It's not all gloom. I have some sculpting projects underway as well as some 2d artwork. It'll focus my mind a little and the process of building, constructing and creating will be good for my soul at a time where a lot of things seem to be falling a part.
Hold it together. Keep calm. And carry on.
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